It's comforting to know that we can be responsible TO people but not FOR them. People are responsible for themselves.
It's comforting because i realised sometimes no matter how much you try making things happen things just won't.
i want to be patient, i pray to be more patient but still there's this limitation to how far/much more i'd be willing to go.
it's pleasant knowing that my genuiness gains trust, but it sucks to see how fragile trust can be. It takes just 1 X incident to destroy the whole lot of effort.
looking back: what happen to the trust? what happen to the friendship and good old times? what happen to the once-opened heart?
i think it's a result of me going beyond what i am suppose to do. i failed to understand that sometimes doing nothing could be doing a great deal of something. That i needa provide bigger space for people to change because transformation also means time.
It's just not time yet i guese
Hmm.. so it's not just a comforting fact that we're not responsible FOR people, but a revelation that sets me free from my disappointments over the situation.
dh, no matter what i wont give up on you and i hope you wont give up on us just like that.